2015 GIFTS and SURPRISES; TAKE A CHANCE PART II

"LUCK IS A MATTER OF PREPARATION MEETING OPPORTUNITY"- OPRAH WINFREY

OBSESSION- PART II

 2015 was surprising, great, shocking and full of warming gifts.  However, can't override the fact all can be enjoyed only after facing  difficulties, laboriousness, and toil efforts which never apart    unnoticed. 

AADOOOOO!!!!!!

*** STARTED WITH ADOOOOO***

I'm very bad at remembering dates and wanted to have some easy dates for birthdays, anniversaries, to name a few to remember or to feel good about that it falls on some important well celebrated days. 

We never had such dates before in family when Aadoooo came on 14th Feb 2015, VALENTINE's DAY........ 

                                                                              

                                            ************ LITERARY**************

THE LITERARY THAT WON!!!!

So many praises and blessings I received along with the title of the winner of the 4th GNLU-YJ Trivedi IP ESSAY Competition, 2014-15. It will always be a memorable moments when the Faculties, Director and Chancellors of the College felicitated me for my achievement

CRAVING FOR MANY SUCH  APPRECIATIONS!!!!!

************NUMB******************

SHOCKING, SURPRISING--------EYEOPENER !!!!

For the first time I felt numb. I sensed how my brain was entirely unresponsive after seeing my name on the cheque.

 It was surprising as stipend was not mentioned in the offer letter and it was for the first time in the history of the firm that they paid any interns.

SWEETS were also gifted by one of the colleagues as parting gift. 

UNFORGETTABLE MOMENTS!!!!!! 

                                                                                                                                                                           

MONTH TO REMEMBER!

***********DELHI I HATE; STATIONS I LIKED*******

I never wanted to include this month in the list of gifts and surprises, there was nothing that happened surprisingly good, not even simply good. However, there is always something that touches the most.

It was everyday office routine which I loved for one of the million reason. ..... secret no. 1- 2015

parathe wali gali k parathe is secret no. 2-2015

HEARTWARMING GIFT!

******TWINS**********                                                                            That was the most wonderful and fabulous  gift of nature to our family. I wished to have twins in family and we got blessed with twin niece in 2015. 

TOOTHSOME CHOP SUEY!

***CHINESE I NEVER LIKED BEFORE***

I am an avid foodie person and 2015 added another delicious dish which I love to eat at any time, provided I get the real taste of it. 

AMERICAN CHOP SUEY!!!!!!!!!!!!!

 we can see two forks in the picture,....., secret no. 3, 2015

"WHEN 'NO HOPE' TURNS OUT INTO THE 'MEMORABLE MOMENTS', IT MEETS THE FOUNDATION OF NEW HOPES AND EXPECTATIONS WITHIN" -KRISHNAM GOYAL

WASTING LIFE!

AAAAAAA,,a,a,,,,,a,,a,a,a,a,,aa,,,e,e,e,e,ee,ee,..... fuuussssss!!!!!!

That is how I started, I wished to publish four posts at kglaws.blogspot in a month, not exactly as new year resolution, although I promised it on New Year 2015. Sadly, I couldn't. It's 31st December, 2015, 8:00PM and I am defeated by twenty four posts and in couple of hours the last two digits of calendar will be at peace forever. 

Exactly half I did! The red line above is the FORCEMETER, which measures the amount of force we have at initial stage and then what happens to the force eventually. . Fusssss! For me....  

No worries! Tomorrows is another New Year Day an opportunity to make some more lame resolutions. However,  this time I will promise for better number of posts and would reach exactly what I will promise; WAIT AND WATCH................

OK! Apart from resolutions, I would reiterate here  the objectives I had in mind before creating the blog, such as to share some those moments of human life that could be influencing to others, induce positivity to thoughts, encourage for better, give meaning to life and to share cocktails of fiction, thoughts, stories, and errors.... 

The last one was bit silly but as a blogger I have privilege to do so. Although I believe the past posts did not meet the desired aim and I wasted time......  

*******WASTING LIFE********

What does this mean? A man of common intelligence, like me, would understand it as the combination of words to describe a person who is not utilizing his life ADEQUATELY. 

"Adequately"means,  spending time with family and not wasting it loafing,  getting minimum marks and not failing in papers, waking up next morning and not that caring for the day, spending money for needs and not lightening the pockets in vain, and lot more.

But its meaning is much more and it won't be understood at an acquiescence. It demands deep thinking. It is about a person who is  firm with this expression for so many years and continuing to be so. 

His whats app status carried it for years, hanging at top of his blog; http://www.kbeanie.com/, having expression as password to unlock laptops and desktop. Wait! that doesn't mean we would try it to login his FB     :P  :P  :P

Its meaning for him is simple, he is wasting life. I differ entirely!

1. Pass out from National Institute of Kurukshetra.

2. Placed in campus placements.

3. Having his own android apps developed and published. 

4. He wakes up in morning and start working and sleep off late at night whilst working.

5. A good COOK too. 

6. No time for wasting life!

I got the meaning from his perspective lately, and understood that utilizing time at work doesn't make it worth , there is a lot of time that we waste which is why our dreams doesn't fly high and achieve the utmost which is always left to be.  

RED LINE! The picture adjacent to this is the force I should have carried to reach the 48 post aim is marked on the forcemeter above and how I eventually came to "eeeeee" and ending it up defeated ..... "FUUUUUSSssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss"   

SPECIAL MENTION "KBEANIE" FOR ENCOURAGING BLOGGING.  HAPPY BLOGGING AND HAPPY NEW YEAR............... 

Studies, You ruined me!!!!!!

hahaha, Wow! Feeling palliate while writing against studies....

I never hate studies, but what if I had entirely or partially skipped it from my life. The system, whether societal or educational, didn't let us do so, we are always inclined to attain a most equilibrium  state in our life, and all that could be through studies. 

I had aspiration, inspiration, admiration, implication, insinuations and many more ".....tions" to opt for a life that could have been totally different of what I have chosen. Nobody is too matured to take their decisions at the age when we are supposed to. Likewise, we never realize how and when we hop to Schools, Colleges and Offices without even striving for what we had wished for us. 

It happens pathetic for not having a stable life after the age of 25 but what If you can win much more than an usual life. And to reach an usual life we generally commit dream homicide without endeavoring for our desires, that too includes least possible one......



I too had a dream, exactly similar like millions or trillions have, to be a proud member of 11 men blue color squad. I could have played the game for more time and in a more professional way but when and how the deviations came and went were anonymous. The love for it got vanished and studies took over my desire. 




And, not only this, yet some nerves in brain hanker to perform out for the crowd with guitar in arms facing lights and sounds with a band jumping on and off the stage . 

UHHUUU!!! I can feel the heat, it is making me  luxuriate.

I still play with my guitar skills decently and I love mentioning it to the public, I performed first time when I was in class 4th. However, it ended well without letting me start. I did play but for a minute or so. .. ....... .. 

          I DON'T HAVE A PENCHANT FOR SELF PRAISING, BUT SOMETIMES I DO !

Not only this, it includes my performance  in a girl's college for a competition . Although I only performed there and not played the guitar but held it  with utmost confidence, 

This post is unfolding lots of truths, I never planned to reveal so much, now revelation  embraces the most embarrassing truth. 

I was moving my lips, legs, butts, hands, stomach and head like a guitarist. But, a mike placed against me was pushed off or I forgot to switch it on, probability wins for both the cases I don't remember what happened exactly.



Studies, you ruined me in a sense that I am left with mark-sheets and certificates and have un-tuned my hobbies. 

I will revive all in near future, a challenge to you!!!

SHE! GIVE ME SOME TIME..

I want to spend some time with you!!

In that sultry weather, when sun was sucking all my nutrients. I wanted to have an ice cream or some chilled drinks, juice or anything that could make us feel comfortable together .

She was busy working for her college competition  and I was just roaming. She did notice me but that too for a while. I had no work, although lots of assignments, synopsys and projects were piled up which I had to submit but I was in no mood of completing them at that point of time. 

How can I gain her attention? I am not even muscular like most of my friends. I wish I could be a loafer and could shout at crowded roads but this skill is also missing in me.

Yaaa! I am such a talentless person. I am not sure if she likes my company but yes I m entertaining.
entertaing........ may be not.
Doubtful!!

I don't know how to sing a song to soothe her. I hardly dance. Romantic stuff is totally missing from my personality. Perhaps, philosophy without logic is all what I possess. 

I tried to approach but her classmates filled up the space. I quickly turned the other way and found a place less crowded for eternity. I arranged serene view, I could see her through gaps between the grass fencing about 20 feet distant and that too without anyone noticing me. I wanted to help her but she never asked for it. 

Buzz!!! My new android popped a message from the CR telling about the class scheduled at 2.... 

I had to go, leaving her alone doing her work, without saying bye.  I wanted to come back and sit just next to her. 

a blank mind!

No! I wasn't  busy preparing this post in last 2 months. I had a blank mind, difficult to explain causes and symptoms of this disease but it can be experienced at any point of time in life.

all that happens is similar to a sucking straw, hollow mind without ideas and intellect, you can feel air been passed from your two ears and nothing remains inside the brain.

                                                    YES! It was so BLANK. !!!

after having been spent the beautiful time in Mumbai, I was in Delhi for July, a month in Delhi metro was not entirely exhausting because of some endless moments best known to me.

6:30 A.M. to 9 or 9 :30 P.M., was a regular working hours for five days a week and I was left with weekends to enjoy, but I preferred long-never-ending sleeps, I slept for all decent time that was permitted and in rest of the time I was busy passing it.

I was wondering about my whats app status, it was unchanged throughout the month and it was a " , ', a punctuation mark . I wanted to have a blank status but my blank mind was so paralyzed to crack it and a simplest blankest status allowed by Whats App was comma and I chose it  over my effortless efforts.

Another interesting experience was August 2015, I hardly lived there, it came and went more speedily than any fastest transport ever existed. Probably, I skipped this month in the year 2015 and would become a first person to have lived just eleven months out of twelve months.

Perhaps, another blank mind with speed of INFINITY per  SEC!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!



Supposedly, this excuse shall be accepted to hide my laziness for not  writing up a post for 2 months.  

               " A lazy man is never lazy because he is working continuously  LAZY "

" GO - AHEAD", I gained it..!!!

I showed denial , acted maturely, opined many other options for comfort and luxury, but nothing moved off my dad's decision. He wanted me to spend a month in dormitory, a public hotel room, during the month of June in Mumbai for an internship at Daruwala Law Firm.

I realized, Dad! You are always right.  Happy Father's Day. 

I wouldn't have afforded to loose the most inspiring, exciting, entertaining, caring, humanly experience to live in the company of Seniors....

I was scared of loosing my expensive belongings, Laptop mostly, I carried 4-5 locks with me. I didn't know it was the least expensive monetary valued object that I locked every now and then. Room-mates were business leaders of their places and carried so much of cash kept unlocked. This boosted up my confidence to  trust people, and at least I tried  to Trust.

Wow! This hostel life is far better than our hostel life. No Laptops, No songs or other self-entertaining tool, healthy discussion on politics, social aspects, education and other not to be mentioned topics. Ya! Sometimes the filthy stuff but better than hostel crap. 

My silence participated in every discussion but observed keenly every person's way of speaking, and level of thinking which varied so much.  I am liked by many seniors, many times they invited for dinner but I preferred my mom's opinion, "Not to roam with unknown people".  

The exclusiveness lies in the room as well, it was the biggest and most special room in the Hotel. People plan trips according to the beds vacant in the room which is done days before. The all time and regular customers gained privilege of staying in the octagonal shaped room with three big regular door size windows at third floor. All this information has been gathered during the stay with room mates, none of them was new to this place.

They shared their experiences of learning things when they were of my age, how they strove hard to reach to a level of sustainability. If I can relate things, why I am here, why dad wanted me to stay here, is only to make me learn how he lived his life to provide luxuries to us and how I should live my life ahead.   " GO - AHEAD", I gained it........  

This experience is enriched in independent living with people of not my age and I felt remarkable when one person before leaving gave me his contact number and emphatically asked me to come for stay next year. He was above sixty, I never had a good bonding with people greater than my age. 

I want to enjoy this again in future, rains also helped to add flavor in bonding when we all spent one day in room due to water logging and flooding. 

This one is especially for you daddy , You always make me experience the BEST...

MAGGI!!! R. I. P.

For your soul to rest peacefully,  2 minutes of silence. 

Maggi! You will be missed ..

The Uttar Pradesh Food Safety and Drug Administration (FSDA), Lucknow disowned you and many other did. Loads of joke aired on whats app, facebook,  to name a few. I was shocked and millions too. We salute your faithful attitude, you filled every single stomach in our nation at a price everyone knew, Rupees 10. You left us, you were pulled back by your master, for several reasons that were true. 

Your appealing epidermis was easy to boil, painless to break, limbless mingled into each other. Our mingled intestines also look like yours , running with your traits got affected and caused incurable diseases. It wasn't your fault, you are traded in the Countries not one or two on fingers but in hundreds. 

Many preservatives were added on you, you carried along,  hurting you for 3 months or so. Lead (Pb), was not the only reason for your non-existence, there are many including MSG ( Mono Sodium  Glutamate) and political too. Your faithful supporter also supported you, the small masala pack,  came packed in yellow cover with you. You cheated us, so we cheated you by hiding  the truth that we dramatically acted to empty the pack at you but always watered our fingers before binning the left over. 

The laboratories where you were tested for your purity gave different results. Though, you all came along in India but got distributed all over the country for trade and food. You were banned before pulling off  in different States relying on the  results that revealed the quantity of  MSG and Pb present in you. The safe limits is 2.5 parts per million, you carried lesser or greater was decided by FDA and many others too. Many tests gave lead present more that the safe limits but some gave lesser than the safe limits. 

This encumbered your trade, different test results shouldn't had came to make you the worst product ever existed. The test result that ought to come is the mischievous attitude that was observed and understood but hard to prove,  "2 Minutes to Maggi" was never true. 

Hosteler would crave at night for 2 minutes of food, Winters will miss the mouth-watering steam to seduce the mood, Rs. 10 is what all you costed individually to the troop.