Studies, You ruined me!!!!!!

hahaha, Wow! Feeling palliate while writing against studies....

I never hate studies, but what if I had entirely or partially skipped it from my life. The system, whether societal or educational, didn't let us do so, we are always inclined to attain a most equilibrium  state in our life, and all that could be through studies. 

I had aspiration, inspiration, admiration, implication, insinuations and many more ".....tions" to opt for a life that could have been totally different of what I have chosen. Nobody is too matured to take their decisions at the age when we are supposed to. Likewise, we never realize how and when we hop to Schools, Colleges and Offices without even striving for what we had wished for us. 

It happens pathetic for not having a stable life after the age of 25 but what If you can win much more than an usual life. And to reach an usual life we generally commit dream homicide without endeavoring for our desires, that too includes least possible one......



I too had a dream, exactly similar like millions or trillions have, to be a proud member of 11 men blue color squad. I could have played the game for more time and in a more professional way but when and how the deviations came and went were anonymous. The love for it got vanished and studies took over my desire. 




And, not only this, yet some nerves in brain hanker to perform out for the crowd with guitar in arms facing lights and sounds with a band jumping on and off the stage . 

UHHUUU!!! I can feel the heat, it is making me  luxuriate.

I still play with my guitar skills decently and I love mentioning it to the public, I performed first time when I was in class 4th. However, it ended well without letting me start. I did play but for a minute or so. .. ....... .. 

          I DON'T HAVE A PENCHANT FOR SELF PRAISING, BUT SOMETIMES I DO !

Not only this, it includes my performance  in a girl's college for a competition . Although I only performed there and not played the guitar but held it  with utmost confidence, 

This post is unfolding lots of truths, I never planned to reveal so much, now revelation  embraces the most embarrassing truth. 

I was moving my lips, legs, butts, hands, stomach and head like a guitarist. But, a mike placed against me was pushed off or I forgot to switch it on, probability wins for both the cases I don't remember what happened exactly.



Studies, you ruined me in a sense that I am left with mark-sheets and certificates and have un-tuned my hobbies. 

I will revive all in near future, a challenge to you!!!